My name is Alli and I’m in my 20s. As a little girl I was very thin, I ate healthy and was quite active. I would tell people my favorite food was salad, at 6 years old! As I got older, the stresses at home and school got to me, somewhere along the way I began eating more. I stopped being picky about what I ate. I always felt inferior in school, I never seemed to fit in with the other kids. I started doing crash diets in middle school. By high school, I was skipping as many meals as I could and purging when I was forced to eat. My grades suffered from the lack of nutrition and my stress level shot up. I got into other destructive behaviors and even attempted suicide. Needless to say, high school was a drag. #MovieReference
Many of my destructive behaviors followed me into college, and I picked up some new ones! For a time, I was living clean, eating anything I wanted and rarely exercising. At some point, however, that little voice returned and told me what I should be doing. I have been following a new plan ever since.
I have around 200 pounds to lose. I don’t own a bathroom scale right now, so I rely on how clothing fits to tell me if I’ve lost weight. I workout in the middle of the night. It’s amazing how many attractive guys go to the gym at 2 am. I love the elliptical and the treadmill. Squats really work your leg and butt muscles, so give those a try.
Highest Weight: 317 lbs
Current Weight: 268 lbs (I finally know my CW!)
CW: 212 lbs (July 2015)
CW: 200 lbs (August 2015)
CW: 194 lbs (September 2015)
CW: 170 lbs (October 2015)
CW: 162 lbs (November 2015)
CW: 155 lbs (December 2015) Size 8-10
CW: 150 lbs (March 2016) Size 6 pants
CW: 147-153 lbs (April 2016) I still can’t seem to break this plateau and I struggle to fast more than 2 days.
CW: 150 lbs, dropped to 141 lbs but gained it back (May 2016), size 4/6 pants
CW: 160 lbs this morning, I’ve been stuck in this rut for too many months
CW: 142 lbs this morning. In the past year I have made it as low as 131 lbs before fucking it up again. I can’t do this like a little perfect girl anymore. (November 2017) Size 4-6 pants, still 😒
Ideal Weight: 88 lbs
Goal Weight: 5 lbs 2 1/2 oz
(Yes, I want to die weighing what I weighed at birth. Yes, I know it’s not possible.)
If you need support, I’m happy to talk.
Check me out on MPA. My User name is PartyGirl
Twitter: @GerberDaisyGir1 and @SatansSlave21 both are ED twitter accounts
If you want to leave hateful mail or comments, get over yourself. No one is perfect, not even you.