Trust Myself

I’ve gotten to where I don’t trust myself to give myself permission to eat.  I must have someone else tell me it’s ok to get something to eat.  The trouble is, I don’t have anyone to tell me that.

I’m so worried I’ll gain weight and I’m trying to lose for my birthday next week.  Just a few more pounds before then.  So I’ll continue to starve myself I guess.  Eating hurts anyway.

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