I haven’t eaten today. I’ve only consumed zero calorie beverages, and not much of that either. I’ve begun a cleansing fast to rid myself of all the binging I’ve been dealing with lately.
After work today, I went to buy a new shirt to wear to work. Unfortunately, I wasn’t able to find anything in my price range. But while I was there, I thought I would try on some pants, just to see what size I actually needed. Needless to say, I now know why my pants are all so loose. The size 16 I have been wearing should be a size 12. I tried on the cutest pair of juniors jeans. They made my ass look perfect! And if they hadn’t been nearly $40, I would own them. I still don’t think I look any smaller than before and I still look at people and imagine myself to be larger than anyone I see. But I suppose the numbers shrinking must mean something!