I also decided to start a new category. The title explains, of course. I hope this helps with my accountability.
Today so far I have eaten and it’s morning. I usually only eat at night when I’m stoned. Today already sucks.
1 Can of tuna, 90 calories
4 Chestnut flour crackers, 60 calories
Bleu Cheese Dressing, 0 calories (it’s actually not a bad dressing! and its dairy free)
1 pickle spear
1 Small Banana, 90 calories
I want to purge, but I am trying to convince myself that fasting every single day is not a good idea and I can still have a little bit of food. This is part of why I want my bff to know, maybe she can help convince me that a couple hundred calories is still a good thing. But, oh god “a couple hundred” sounds like so much and I’ve already had 240 calories today.