Yep, he croaked.
OK so I didn’t actually kill the frog. I dyed my hair green, which left my hands stained with Kermit’s blood. Why did I dye my hair green? Why do I do anything. Because I feel like it and if you don’t like it, screw you.
Anyway, I wanted a change and green felt right. Not sure how everyone in the house will feel about it.
Today was an up and down day. I was high this morning because I got to go out and spend the day with my awesome sister. But by evening, I was miserable. Probably because I was shopping for a dress and some shirts that actually fit. Only everything I wanted was too small. So I feel gross and worthless. But then I dyed my hair and I’m kinda bouncing off the walls. I am oddly high right now.
I guess when I get out of my headspace and do what I feel like, my real personality shows. I am wild. There isn’t much I wouldn’t try at least once. I’m a Scorpio, so I’m intense and wild. Sometimes I feel like I should wear a sign saying that I’m a Scorpio, just so people understand me. I don’t trust easily, I am incredibly deep, I am mysterious (you will never know all of my thoughts and feelings), I come across as evil but I swear I am caring, if you hurt me I will ONLY cry in private, it’s a Scorpio thing, go with it. When I get in these higher moods, I seriously want to go clubbing. I CAN’T dance to save my soul, but I still want to go.
I have been given the silent treatment by my mother today, yay me. I have no idea what I supposedly did to deserve this, however. Maybe because I was gone all day. I don’t know, I mean it was her idea to go shopping. My day started with her insisting I go to church since its Palm Sunday and she wanted palms for the house. Why she didn’t go is beyond me. I dutifully attended mass and mostly participated. Though I was concerned about communion and the calories in a host (0 for Catholics!). I even showed a ton of people how to make their palms into crosses. See, I am a nice person. Did my shopping, ate nothing while sister had pizza. Walked around a bunch more stores. Finally found a dress I liked and fit. Walked around more stores. Tried on a ton of shirts, only got 4. Felt like a cow. Came home and boxed up some stuff. Took sister home. Bought dinner for the family and then ate my tiny salad in front of the TV watching the I Heart Radio Music Awards. After that was over, I decided to dye my hair. No where in my day did I do anything to warrant silent treatment. Though I suppose if she isn’t talking to me, she also isn’t criticizing.
Day 41, I ended up eating 272 calories. I did great until I wanted a snack. A small slice of homemade bread and a little bit of oatmeal cookie dough, also homemade. It undid my day. I’m still under the daily count, but I feel like a pig. I do want to go to the gym to show off my new green hair. I wonder what the cutie will think of it, or if he will even care. Plus I NEED to go to the gym to kill my food.
All in all, today was all over the place. Maybe tomorrow will be more steady.